leaving..

Writing after a long time..i wont say I was too busy..guess I was too lazy…my lazyness sometimes surpasses the supreme example set by Garfiled..:)
anyway to start with am leaving my hometwon, my city..Kolkata..i have lived and relished almost every bit of my more than a decade stay here ,and in every possible way is grateful to this city..i wont say I didn’t had my share of misunderstandings with the her, but I have decided to forget and forgive.. some one must have wisely stated “let bygones be bygones”. .
But the point here is am actually leaving my home, my comfort zone ,my people, my friends and most importantly a part of me..and am kinda realizing the fact that leaving part of this entire process can be quite easy.. what am scared of “living after leaving”…I think how pathetically am gona suffer. .all alone.. on my own.. doing all my works.. and most importantly being responsible for all my deeds.. damn scary man!! Responsiblity has always been a major issue in my life. .and am sure many of you will gladly agree with my statement…
But as the cliches goes, life goes on.. you have to move on..etc etc..so even being scared, traumatized, agonized and to put it in a perfect phrase..inspite of getting mentally disturbed thinking of an entirely unknown life..am finally leaving..:)